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Saturday, 31 May 2008
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My Superman
I guess he's always been my Superman. My dad, that is. But now, reality has hit. He's been ill before, but never like this. In the past I've shrugged it off. He's strong, he can get past anything. My Superman. Indestructible. He's had two separate bypass surgeries. He's had other hospitalizations. I've never see him like this. So incredibly helpless.
I feel like we are living in an episode of House minus the sarcastic Dr. It started last Tuesday with him waking up at 4:30am with excruciating pain in his hand and his hand was swollen. Fast forward just briefly and it turns out to be gout. Fast forward to the end of the week and he's having lower back pain. Sunday, he calls the hospital and they tell him he should come in. By Sunday night he's in ICU because of blood in his stool. By Wednesday his entire body is wracked with so much pain he can barely move. The doctors hesitate to do the bone scan because he needs to be still for 10 minutes and cannot do so because of the pain. They do a colonscopy which only reveals old blood, no bleeding. They finally do the bone scan which reveals everything to be okay. So why the pain? Today, it was determined he has a blood and urine infection. He's blocked up from no bowel movement. His body has too much fluid so they put an NG tube in to get rid of some of it. He has pneumonia. They are still stumped about the lower GI bleeding. He's jaundice. It all started with gout.
My dad has been through so much. He is my Superman. I pray for healing. I love him.
Friday, 28 March 2008
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I'm healthy
I finally had my Dr. appointment today after having to postpone it due to being out of town for my grandfather's funeral.
I'm healthy. Well, I still need to go back for the blood test, because I wasn't told to fast, no problem, I'll do that next week. It is a new Dr. New to me and new to the clinic and I'm new to the clinic. She's very nice. I discussed my weight with her. She gave me some tips and things she wants to see me try and she wants to see me back in 2-3 months to see how it's going. Before she can recommend me for weightloss surgery, she needs to monitor me for 6 months. I'm fine with that. Maybe a good kick in the pants is what I need (although I did come home and eat a piece of chocolate Easter candy). I was in the Dr. office last week and saw the PA regarding an annoying ongoing cough and since last Tuesday I'm down 3 pounds. That's good to see.
The kiddos are at a friend's house for a bit. I should get busy and do some clean-up, we have Bible study here tonight. As much as I'd rather not and would rather sit and watch a movie or something, it will be good. I need to share my prayer requests with them, I need the power of prayer to help me get out of this whatever. I need their prayer to help me find a job.
Thursday, 27 March 2008
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I want to do something crafty. I have material to make valances for the living room. I want to scrapbook or make cards. There are so many other things that get in the way. I'm mentally tired. My house needs to be cleaned. We are hosting Bible study tomorrow night. I have laundry to put away from Tuesday. The girl's beds still need to be made up from washing everything last week. Blah....I just want to curl up and watch TV....
Wednesday, 26 March 2008
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God has something good planned
Don't you wish you knew what God's plans were without all of the waiting? It would be nice, but we just have to pray that we are making the right, God-led decisions. Am I? I'm not sure. Will God open the door for me and show me the way?
And why does it seem that sometimes we just cannot get ahead? I just need to come to terms with the fact that this is my life and I need to accept it. When we begin to get ahead, we take 5 steps back. Sure the vacation was nice, but the cold I've had for a month and stomach pukey thing twice isn't. The colds and ear infection E's had and the pukey thing we've all had....
My grampa passed on March 11th. We've had to put $1100 worth of repairs into the Saturn. We bought (financed...which is something we do not want to do) a used Saturn with 75k miles on it vs ours that had 165k. The day after my grampa passed, my boss cut my hours to 2 days per week. Today he cut them to 1 day. I was angry. What about the other gal he hired? Well she's cut 1 day out of her 5 day schedule...she was hired full time...what about me? Doesn't it matter that I've been here longer? Doesn't it matter that you made a deal with me that I would work 3 days per week and no more, unless really needed? But when I asked you to work more last year you said no. So I get cut. Can I afford it? Probably not.
Okay, no more pity party, I'm putting away the decorations.
I had a good workout tonight. I've been looking online for work. There's one local thing I'll apply to. I've felt it on my heart for quite sometime that I should be doing something at the church. There's something opening up in November. I just really need to be diligent with prayer about this and surround myself with people praying for me and the right thing to come along. Or is it that we realize I don't need to work with the savings on gas money? At this point, I'm really searching for God's wisdom and guidance. Please keep this in your prayers. This has been such a busy and stressful month for me, I need to give it all up to God.
Oh yeah, E came home with head lice last week. Not fun.
Tuesday, 19 February 2008
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You can hate my Saturn, just be nice to it
When it rains it pours, especially in my house. And I'm not talking about the literal rainwater that was in the basement from Sunday's rain.
About 3:00 this morning, Sarah's standing by the side of my bed, she wants to sleep with me. Okay, sure. I had to go pee anyway, so I grabbed her pillow and she was positioned in between hubby and I. I'm just barely falling back to sleep and I hear a cough followed by, um, yeah, that was indeed puking. New rule, no more kids sleeping in my bed. If they want to come in our room, sleeping bags it is. Get Sarah out of bed, she then pukes on the rug. Get her to the bathroom, get her cleaned up the best we can at 3:00 in the AM and roll out her sleeping bag. By the time I'm back in bed, I'm laying there, my mind racing regarding the day's plans. She gets up two more times to be sick, but praise God she makes it to the toilet. It's now roughly past 5AM and I haven't gotten much sleep. When it's time for hubby to get up I ask him to E to school so that we don't have to wake up S. S was woken anyway by strong-willed E carrying on about not wanting to get out of bed. Ugh. So, it's early and we're all up.
My story continues....after E and hubby leave, S and I are sitting in the living room reading. 5-10 minutes later I hear a horn honk followed by a crash. Yes, someone hit Rich's car. He had forgotten to take Emma's backpack (that's a whole different story I could go on about...). As he was pulling in the drive way..and this part I don't get...he needed to turn left into the driveway, had his left signal on and some woman thought he was turning right and was going to go around him but the roads are icy and she couldn't stop. Okay, this is a road that's 25mph, it's really not necessary to pass someone who's pulling into the driveway, and there's not much room on the streets anyway with all of the snow. I digress.
This is now the 4th person to have hit our Saturn. Don't hate on my Saturn, it's a good car!
We head out tomorrow evening for a long weekend in the Dells, I'm praying for travel mercies and a good trip and healthy-ness. No puking in the Dells.
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