Don't you wish you knew what God's plans were without all of the waiting? It would be nice, but we just have to pray that we are making the right, God-led decisions. Am I? I'm not sure. Will God open the door for me and show me the way?
And why does it seem that sometimes we just cannot get ahead? I just need to come to terms with the fact that this is my life and I need to accept it. When we begin to get ahead, we take 5 steps back. Sure the vacation was nice, but the cold I've had for a month and stomach pukey thing twice isn't. The colds and ear infection E's had and the pukey thing we've all had....
My grampa passed on March 11th. We've had to put $1100 worth of repairs into the Saturn. We bought (financed...which is something we do not want to do) a used Saturn with 75k miles on it vs ours that had 165k. The day after my grampa passed, my boss cut my hours to 2 days per week. Today he cut them to 1 day. I was angry. What about the other gal he hired? Well she's cut 1 day out of her 5 day schedule...she was hired full time...what about me? Doesn't it matter that I've been here longer? Doesn't it matter that you made a deal with me that I would work 3 days per week and no more, unless really needed? But when I asked you to work more last year you said no. So I get cut. Can I afford it? Probably not.
Okay, no more pity party, I'm putting away the decorations.
I had a good workout tonight. I've been looking online for work. There's one local thing I'll apply to. I've felt it on my heart for quite sometime that I should be doing something at the church. There's something opening up in November. I just really need to be diligent with prayer about this and surround myself with people praying for me and the right thing to come along. Or is it that we realize I don't need to work with the savings on gas money? At this point, I'm really searching for God's wisdom and guidance. Please keep this in your prayers. This has been such a busy and stressful month for me, I need to give it all up to God.
Oh yeah, E came home with head lice last week. Not fun.
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